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christmas was pretty good this year. i had to prepare a lot of food and do alot of chores, but it was fun nonetheless. also i bought my parents and friends gifts with my own money this year! i feel really proud about that. still gotta give my friends their gifts and i cant waitt ( Read more... )

life's been kinda hard on me recently, right when i thought it was turning around. family life is not stable at all. i feel like we cant have a conversation without a fight. my parents just seem really stressed out lately, and with me just wanting to do whatever the fuck i want doesnt help at all. i really need to get my priorities straight ( Read more... )

its freezing in my house. my hands are icicles. im glad its the weekend, but i have to write a 5 page paper by monday. booooooooo :(. i hate not knowing how to manage time ( Read more... )

no school today. im sooo happy because schools been so hard for me. and its official im ineligible. right now my priorities are just school. i cant really afford to lose anything else ( Read more... )

this weekend was good. cept for getting lost on saturday getting to wicker from dylans and back. but it was all good in the end. her mom made us grilled cheeses so it was cute. im tired of family life right now. its so stressful and all we do is fight. im begging for a way out. just really hope i gets better. also i hope i can get my license soon ( Read more... )

my birthday was really nice. my mom set up balloons and a banner in our living room and gave me the nicest card and a tokidoki bag. we went to eat at ron of japan which was nice because ive been craving it for the longest timee. but i dunno, i dont really care for birthdays. its just like any other day cept youre greeted constantly like its a ( Read more... )

my birthdays in 3 days. weekends feel shorter and shorter and weekdays feel longer and longer. looking forward to a 3 1/2 day weekend. nostalgia kicks in at the worst times. i havent liked someone in so long. i havent felt completely satisfied with myself in so long. i feel so selfish when i think of these things. but i cant help it. i dont know ( Read more... )

lately i havent been feeling so great. mentally and physically. im really slacking on school and its really been stressing me out. everything in general hasnt been feeling right. like i feel lonely and i catch myself feeling bad formyself. i cant help this self pity i get. it just comes and i dont know what to do. i have these nervous breakdowns. ( Read more... )

school blows so far. only fun thing is lunch. i hate my bio teacher. and the rest of them of them are eh ( Read more... )