way too lazy to update, i went on a cruise. look:

http://community.webshots.com/user/ithappens05

this journal is shot to shit. i never update anymore, i never know what to say. i wanna say so much but i'm soo lazy. anyways i'm leaving for THE CRUISE on saturday the 23rd. i am SO excited, i cannot wait to get out of here. it's my second cruise but this time i have no boyfriend. i'm WILD and FREE. i love it! anyways there are no "men" in my life ( Read more... )

i never update this bitch anymore, maybe it's because i'm never home. i'm always drunk. WORD.

i'm leaving for seaside heights monday-wednesday, i'll probably be drunk the whole damn time there. i'm going with my new boy for his after-prom w/all of his crew and mine! i can't waittttt. i'll update soon i promise.

i NEED to stop updating haha, but here are some..

( pics )

if you REALLY have patience & want to help me figure him out, read our convo:

( i'm so confused.. )

I SWEAR TO GOD, my life is a fucking soap opera. i'm doing EXTREME venting in this bitch because i don't know where to go anymore. okay, remember matt? PERFECT. we were perfect, everything was amazing & then it.. fell apart? we went to the beach together on monday and had such a great time together, the next time he says i'm too scared of ( Read more... )

my life has been filled with drama, but i think it will end soon ( Read more... )

i met someone, i know him for about 2 weeks now..amazing.

1 thing: he's gangsta.
ugh, abercrombie TRiP here we come.
:)

( my gangsta, ugh. )

i don't think i realized up until now how crazy my life is.  me ( Read more... )

no more me and john, whatever that was anyway.  after all we've ( Read more... )