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i can't stop.
the boy at virgin is adorable.
he is ADORABLE.
i need one just like him ( Read more... )

in walks erin at 3am to her house in sacramento ( Read more... )

stouts989: nice to see ya again

only matthew.

o h y e s...erin has found heaven ( Read more... )

blah. work called and asked me to go in for a couple of hours ( Read more... )

chris martin.
there are so many things i could say.
so many things i want to say.
but nothing would do justice to the wonder i saw tonight.

( ah, fuck it )

i still feel awful.
i still haven't talked to anyone.
no one calls.
and i've decided (as i usually do) not to call them.
it's not worth it.
i think i've chased everyone that once cared about me away because all i talk about is how bad i have it, how bad i feel, how lucky they are, how much i hate everything (life, myself, my situation...you know, ( Read more... )

i hope you never have to feel like this.
cos you'd probably put a gun to your head.