We have a new cat and she's very talkative. Her name is Zena as in, like, the warrior princess. holler. I have also gone from having a very good week to a very bad week and then again a very good week and..one more time, a very bad week. Adam seemed to think that I was under the influence of E at Lacey's birthday party and proceeded to flip out ( Read more... )

i think i'm going to get rid of my dreadlocks. so far the general consensus is that this is a good idea. Myself included. I'm getting sick of the itchy scalp and nasty split ends. i wantmy gorgeous flowing tresses back. mmm i'm hungry. I hope i can get a hoot from the rez bowl we smoked last night. I need a high.

i don't like the creeping feeling i get. what on earth could the answer be?? How do I ask for what I want? Or is it quite possible that some sacrifices are harder to bear than others? Sucks, either way. I wish we could live concequence free. Not always, just sometimes. And when it's particularly beneficial to me. I'm a selfish, greedy bastard ( Read more... )

( Frustrated )

if there is one thing that is harder to achieve above all, it is balance. admit it; even you've thought about it (bds reference lol). but above all, it is the most important key to achieving success and happiness. This struggle wages daily wars with my underlying need to be right and proving myself. Oh, duh. That's what he meant. Irene, you have ( Read more... )

so i've pretty much talked to every member of his family about this whole situation. except, of course, him. I just don't know how to approach this delicately ( Read more... )

i am very satisfied with today ( Read more... )

i must be the only one that has grown up. in a vain attempt to not uninclude certain individuals, i must say that i feels like I'm the only one living on half a brain. the thought kills me that as of yet there is no one with whom can keep up with me emotionally, mentally or physically. GOD FUCKING DAMMIT

i'm listening to soty more again. i walk the like like johnny cash. so i have lied...i hate being in my mind sometimes ( Read more... )

this will be a damn sight harder than anything else i've ever had to endure in my entire life. to be with someone who was not meant for you and to be the mother of that person's child is sheer and utter torture and i was a fool for not seeing it sooner. Yet, here I go again, suppressing all my anxiety and disbelief to stand by and wait while this ( Read more... )