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apparently this song is called 爱了之后 by someone called roro and jason piano. one of those songs that started playing on my youtube while i was trying to work. a simple tune but thought it sounded quite nice.

i’m s’posed to give my 2023 and 2024 some thought now that i have a wee bit more brain space being alone in hk instead of busy with everyone in sg. but i’m still tired and lazy, so see how. i just wanna say that this year one of my resolutions (the only one i’ve come up with so far) is that i hope to be able to make poached pears in red wine once. ( Read more... )

hi, i also have covid. mucus feels like it wants to spill out of my eyes too, they’re like constantly teary like you accidentally rubbed medicated oil near it. running-tap nose in the day and blocked nose suffocating me at night. sore throat, horrible non-stop cough, and have lost my sense of taste and smell. sux. and workload piling up. sadz.

just a random comment. i think most people know me to generally be a very nice, patient, tolerant person - on the spectrum, much closer to a doormat than to someone who'd insist on having their way and their say every single time. so i think if you can irk me to the point that i voluntarily send out a stinker, then you're very probably the one who' ( Read more... )

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nice song for easy listening from some new young singer i heard on youtube while trying to work.

maybe we'll look back/ and see our dreams from far away/ that we had all that we could need to be happy/
if we could do this different/ we could choose it all the same/ 'cause we have all that we could need to be happy/p.s. a question for those ( Read more... )

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I ( Read more... )

only started really falling in love with this show on my third watch of it. my first watch more than a year ago, i was very distracted and didn't catch many parts. my second watch, i was too focused on my fave yoo yeon-seok to pay much attention to the other story lines. so only really starting to better appreciate some of the others in the show ( Read more... )

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sharing another old long-loved song that just came up on my playlist, while i'm being in a most unforgiving mood.

hi lj, before i go to bed and wake up again to another beautiful pre-bedtime fantasy dissipated once more, i just wanted to say the discussion i had with zq in our late-night group chat just moments earlier really made me feel suddenly happy and excited, as farfetched as our ideas may seem right now. it’s really such a wonderful dream to behold, ( Read more... )

dear lj, what do i do with myself. it felt so right. i want it to be right. please let it be right. in the taxi, this old song played. sigh. i must be mad

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你追問我的行蹤 你在乎我的舉動
哄得我淚眼迷濛 做些事情讓我被感動
望著你 突然一陣心痛 一次又一次任那感情放縱
你的脆弱 讓我走不開 你的依賴 所以我存在