...does not look the same...from out here ( Read more... )

My new eye came in the mail today ( Read more... )

Two of my best friends broke my heart today, and I'm not sure how to mend it. The placement of a chisel, the thud of a hammer and my shoulders shake.  Eyes crying with fury and my spirit feels. Why do I care? In the midst of begging, I became one of those people who ducks behind a corner so that noone will see oh god not again this is happening ( Read more... )

I'd love to see it but it's something you just feel There was something about her eyes that spelled out "asphyxiation." It wasn't there all of the time; usually you could only see cheer or enthusiasm, but if she tilted her head just right, that murderous soul would sneak through, and it would meet my eyes like a devil extending his hand to ( Read more... )

Sorry

Knuckles clenched and fingers burning ( Read more... )

Getting denied to brown: so balls!

Getting denied to yale: so balls. but less balls than the first one ( Read more... )

So, I'm out here at Whistler up in canada. First time out of the country. It's pretty cool. Went skiing yesterday. Not as big a fan of skiing as I used be. Slept in today while the rest of my family went out. Wrote my CAS essay. Take that IB! Reading Sanford Meisner's book. Didn't realize how much my time at brown was almost entirely based ( Read more... )

One of the things that I cannot express, in writing, or otherwise, is my own feelings. Sorry. I'm trying

Well, if I had to answer, right now? Not meeting expectations ( Read more... )