Another friend lost to something so familiar here at home. A lot of us knew the Durbin twins. Jacob was a freaking hilarious guy. I remember the day he tried to show me the "best way to put the nachos in the tray." It didn't really hit me hard until I showed up at work...I cried in front of my manager, Mr. Kelly, which was highly embarrassing. Once ( Read more... )

It's high time that I do something right for myself. I should have done this two years ago, but I let it blind me. The people who have always supported me are still here for me and agree that this is the right decision. It's time to set things right and make things easier for everyone and even myself. Hopefully, at the latest by the end of this ( Read more... )

I am beginning to believe that there are people watching me always...ready to attack if they believe that I have hurt someone very wonderful and important, intentionally. If this is so, then they believe that I do not care for him or for the way that he feels. Well, in short...that's bullshit. But, it does not matter how I defend myself. If he is ( Read more... )

Today has kicked all ass, so far. I woke from the perfect dream...and come to think of it, that is the first good dream I have had in almost a year. Something big has happened in my life and it's causing a lot of happiness. :-) I went for a run with my dog this morning, as well. That's always fun. Makes me feel somewhat useful and healthy. I'm ( Read more... )

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I can feel myself falling hard. I want this so badly but I don't want things to go wrong. There is a great need in my life for him, now. He is needed for me to feel whole every day. He keeps me positive. He says that if I fall, he will catch me. No one else has ever offered. I'm letting go, now, of what was never meant to be with Russell. I cared ( Read more... )

"Amy's gone ( Read more... )

Today hurt everyone. I'm sorry that I don't appreciate certain people and that I treat them like shit. I'm sorry that I don't try hard enough to repay them for all the good things that they do for me. I'm sorry that I follow my heart to do what feels right to me. I'm sorry that I don't say what I really feel, because I know it will be shot down ( Read more... )

After reading the livejournals tonight for the second time...I see what is really happening. Things are not all right, now. They aren't all right for anyone. Everyone is pissed at me or wants to hate me because I was given a choice and made a decision. I DON'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT. FUCK! I WILL ALWAYS BE WRONG NO MATTER HOW RIGHT IT FEELS TO ME OR IF ( Read more... )