Not being able to lift anything over five pounds is a huge inconvenience, considering I work in a cast iron cookware store, and happen to be in the middle of reorganizing my bedroom. Apparently I will have to spend another week walking all over trash and misplaced furniture. How exciting. I regret having turned down the muscle relaxers.

All I wanted to do this weekend was go to the pumpkin fest. The most important thing of all was the breakfast today, and then buying a raffle ticket for the antique tractor raffle. I just had to wreck my car, my parents just had to go out of town, Nick just had to be Nick and not care that I want to go. I am so disappointed that I could just die

When turning left out of a trailer park onto a busy highway, remember to stop first and look both ways. The bitch that destroyed my cavalier apparently did not think to do so. No pumpkin fest for me. My parents are on their way home from North Manchester right now.

Growing up is difficult, and often leaves one feelings powerless. Violence is power. To control the fear of another is power. With our country disseminating the concept that revenge is totally acceptable, what example does that set. With our government making decisions as to who should and should not die, and then acting on these decisions, ( Read more... )

We suspect my manager is pushing me to quit by giving me shitty hours, a disproortionate amount of cleaning, and harshly arbitrary criticism. It is difficult to make sales goals when all of my hours fall offpeak on weekdays. It is difficult for me to make sales goals when my manager takes my sales for herself. I should never have said I loved ( Read more... )

Because my life is so exciting, I had been having the time of my life cleaning my bedroom, and not just cleaning, but meticulously reorganizing. I have taken everything out of one of my two closets, and divided everything into four piles: keepers, eBay, donations, and straight trash. My bedroom looks destroyed, but will be a complicated process ( Read more... )

Lafayette was just surreal. It felt like I never lived there at all, and at the same time, like I never even left. It did not feel like just going to visit some friends. It felt bizarre. But it felt good also. It is always great hanging out with Theresa. It was nice to see Tim after all this time. I bought some shoes.

I always have something reasonably thought out to say, it usually illustrates my point stupendously. Sometimes you fucking baffle me though. Sometimes it just hurts so much I have nothing to say. You are my reason for everything. Make an effort to see that. As hard as it is to forget, I forgave without hesitation. Nothing I do is meant to ( Read more... )

Retail is absolutely disgusting. I wish I was a housewife. I like cleaning and having sex.

This semester is finally over. I don't know anyone else that looks to finals week for a break. But I see it that way. I have finals on Monday and Wednesday and am finished. The summer semester starts the following Monday, but with one class, three mornings a week, and for only six weeks. Then it is just me, love, and the beach. I would ( Read more... )