all the people in my close life are the biggest reason why i feel good...just telling you all thanks...thats all.

i got a new computer yesterday. a powerbook G4.

da-nah, da-nah, da-nah-nah-nah-nah
da-nah, da-nah, da-nah nah
da-nah, da-nah, da-nah-nah-nah-nah
pop goes the social life.

i can't believe one girl can put me on such extreme ends of the spectrum of emotional highs and lows in under a week. last week i was ready for anything, last night i was ready to kill myself.

pedaling at such heightened speeds fueled by frustration, he soars accross black gashes lined with glowing poles and dark buildings. large dark objects of metal and rubber careen by, narrowly missing his left flank ( Read more... )

i had adream last night that i was in a car with my mom, and i was driving very erratically. we were on this curvy mountain road and it was foggy and raining hard, and then i sneezed and we went over the edge. i don't know what happened to my mom, but i died...in my dream that is. but i woke up right as the car was blowing up, and i felt really ( Read more... )

i feel this terrible need to belong to something, or to someone (as of this point in time i'm not sure which), but i'm so fucking sick of livejournal. i know how hypocritical i'm being right now, but i don't really have anything else. i'm really bored with life and overwhelmed with the money i have to spend lately ($300 for car fixing, $155/ ( Read more... )

so...went to court monday ( Read more... )

so here's my fourth of july ( Read more... )

well, among all of the recent traumatic events, there are good things. my bike tire is fixed (i had a wreck a while back) and i can ride my good road bike now, which i'm very excited for. the car is coming along, though we can't move it where we want to because it's dumb. i still can't contact some of my best friends...actually, any of my ( Read more... )

it's amazing how a good performance and a wash of compliments can make a boy feel better about himself ( Read more... )