"i had to get away from that thing, that hulking monster of a life, that addiction with no plans of asking me when or where we ought to stop - just driving and driving into and through the night until i forgot where i came from in the first place and where we were going - i just knew i needed to get home. except i'd never had any home, no place ( Read more... )

arg, i dont even fucking know. pft, where should i go

gotta love that yayo butter

there was a party at the beach last night we drank alot, and had a big fire and got sand in everything. and i actually got to see stars in the sky i havent seen stars in sanfransisco yet and it was a full moon and lots of insanity indeed. but im fucking exhausted so im gonna crash i think. o yea if u think san fransisco is wat it was in 69' dont ( Read more... )

i am in pacific grove ca. deffinetly rich part of cali but it is beutiful indeed. theres alotta soul searching occuring tho i guess im not quite sure, i need to get down to san fransisco. LA was cool santa monica and venice. i guess ill talk more later.

sorry i havent much updated or posted many comments i hope to have time to do that sometime maybe, havent really been in the live journal mood. u no. well i hope everyones well. and stay safe. i guess ill be back at a later date and time.

still alive

what were the first words sean said to me 4 yrs ago, he had to be about as old as i am now.

"all i think about is heroin and suicide.."

ever wonder where these people end up?
Gregs dead, hes the one who had the pill lip piercing yea he died. 
R.I.P. man. karen told me the day after she got outta the hospital for O.D.ing and shot up again..

lovely ( Read more... )

i hate how my family operates.

hmm..
its been 3 days,
go me
sorry i havent really replied to
peoples journal things. i read em tho.
i might later, im just not feelin it,
not feelin this typing vibe man.