i just fucking hurt.

i hate wakeing up in pain i hate wakeing up in general. but man my fucking ribs and spine, dammit, i think im just bitching to bitch itll eventually heal, i mean it has to its been like 2months. dammit bones heal now i envoke you. ok im gonna go continue avoiding life and obliterate my mind with drugs.
were on a never ending quest to get high

"id be on my big whell all strung out like ahhhhhhhh........... what am i doing wiht my fucking life here man.........
yea.. ill play kick ball.. tomorrow....... tomorrow.. i cant kick... the ball today...... im not feeling the...... kick ball vibe......"

"fuck drinking out of him if that was me i would be like no no no you fix that wall, befor my ( Read more... )

i want i hug.

recurring sleep deprived, strungout on storebrand benadryl and imitation tylenol pm hallucinations. pulsating magma rageing behind pale blue, junk stained sockets. squinty -jabbey -poking -burn. and it makes your eyes leak, drain or what ever the fuck. neon red flurecently influenced Sclera but only the left one. in a daze- once upon a time lost in ( Read more... )

ok um im changing this post adding a few more links to it people really need to start looking into this stuff cuse were basically fucked ( Read more... )

for give me i have not slept more than an hour and a half in whats like 3days now. so im quite L0opy.. o_O

.. yea didnt think so..your loss,. :o) --

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plain and simple.

mmm i wish.. i dont really know what i wish but hmm i dunno seems im really just a stupid naieve 18 yr old punk ass kid ( Read more... )

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now im pissed

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