In 5 hours it will be 2007 … I can’t believe it … I’m bringing the new year in alone this year, in bed, sick… some how I think if I had somewhere to go I’d have been better sooner but oh well… My sister and brother are out at parties and my parents are getting drinks with friends so it’s just me… Kinda sad…2007 is a huge year for me I feel like I ( Read more... )

It's weird I dont agree with my sister about alot of things but she said something really intresting today during a huge family meeting (aka huge argument) with everyone there.... We were each given our family and home enviorment outside that home enviorment we get to choose our world, our friedns, who we are....with in family we dont have that ( Read more... )

Soo this Christmas was nice… believe it of not that’s the only word to describe it. We had the whole family over and tons and tons of food, 3 Christmas trees, hot apple cider, pie, cookies, and did I mention loads and loads of food. People came by and family from far away called it was one of those Holidays at Home that give you that warm glowy ( Read more... )

Soo much to do so little time...It's the monday of finals week well it's tuesday now but ya...This weekend was nuts DZ craziness, hmwk, and the dinner/surprize party... Lots of fun but alot of work... I dont think I stopped at all,  I just kept going non stop... At the shoot Tiffany stole the camera and when I tried to get it back she told me no ( Read more... )

At this very moment I can honestly say that I am good, not fabulous or amazing but all the same good...And not because of anything happening or anyone doing anything...i'm happy because of myself... Something has changed within me, something is not the same...Past events just seemed to fall into place and I'm back to the person I was and it all ( Read more... )

I am sooooo tired I just got out of slating...we went from 1pm to 4am...and we're not even done....but honestly I would have stayed longer... this means soo much to me, these girls, this chapter, my sisters, our sisterhood....The more and more I think about graduation the more and more I realize I'm ready to graduate...But I'm not ready to leave ( Read more... )

Sooo I didn’t use my better judgment or listen to the people who were looking out for me and I made some bad decisions this weekend which caused me to do some very bad over dramatic things. Everyone needs to have a night like that though to realize what they need to work on, I’m just lucky that I have friends who care about me enough to make sure ( Read more... )

I havent wrriten in here in awhile... Things have been crazy I dont quite know right now how I feel. THings are good and at the sae time they're not...Like Im okay...I one time had someone tell me that it seems like Im never okay but Im okay in a practical sense.....yah....
I feel out of place like I dont fit ..or like im trying to fit where I dont ( Read more... )

Just got home from the bluff (1:45am)...get comfy this is going to be a long one ( Read more... )

~Hmmmm... ok so here are a few thoughts.... When someone lies to you, because they know the truth will hurt you, is that okay?... I mean wich shoud you be hurt more by what was not said or what happened? .... I think that lying is worse, you should respect and be upfront with your friends no matter what... I'd rather be slapped in the face then ( Read more... )