It's weird it hasnt hit me yet...it will but it hasn't yet...I talked to Todd again and Ry's mom...Have you ever had tears come to your eyes but not cried?...I havent cried yet, I think that I'm not letting myself really deal with this, its still un real to me. I'm knida scared to I think, I mean It already makes me feel so far away from ( Read more... )

    Sooo i'm sad...why?  For many readons but partially because this will be the first SF LGBT PRIDE PARADE that I will miss, I've gone to everyone for the past ...8 or so years...*tears* I guess it figures, it's not like I have anyone to go with anyways since Todd and all moved ect... I wish I had invited friends to come up so that I could have ( Read more... )

       Happiness is fleeting...love is forever...It's true, the emotion of happiness comes and goes. Love on the other hand, true love never stops or goes away it countinues strong and constant. Whether that love is based in romance, friendship, or family, true love for another never falters especially during the hardest of times...just and ( Read more... )

I FOUND IT! I FOUND IT! I FOUND IT!...well really it just kinda just snuck up on on me with the help of a few people...What did I find you ask?...MY SMILE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *throws confetti*
      It all started yesterday when I tried to set up our wireless router... so that I wouldnt have to share internet with my lil brother (resident gamer ( Read more... )

      Okay soooo....my parents are back from their travels the house is again full...AND my room is finally done!!!! Ya for me...anyway...update: things are still borng:end of update!... Today was super hot...but it was gorgeous outside. I baked a vegtable frittata and pesto polenta for lunch for everyone...it was nice having my dad home. The five ( Read more... )

         Okay so...I'm 2 hrs away from being done with my room...I think...Today was boring (emma dont kick my butt ;-) ) I cleaned and cooked...and baked...I sound like some homemaker or something...Oh well...
         Not much new going on, today I actually got out of the house for 2 hours which was nice...Brig picked me up and we went and got ( Read more... )

    So today was boring but not bad...It was freakin hot as hell though! I'm dying for some ice cream...but alas we have none *tear* I'm almost done with my room... a lil bit more laundry and some sweeping! I really hope you can't die of boredom and lonliness....LOL...Anyway today was okay.....that's all...Love and miss U...T

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      I've come to the conclusion that things will always go wrong but I gotta make the best of it...Cuz I dont want to just dwell in the bad stuff, it's not good for you and it's just not me. I mean okay, truth, its way hard being alone here with work and nothing to do but somehow I've gotta stay above it right?!?!...I miss everyone though, it's ( Read more... )

      Today it rained...you couldn't see the sun...it was weird...I had to hold together a lady's leg today. Around 7pm she came in with her leg crushed and cut wide open. I had to hold the leg together and apply all my wait to stop the blood untill my dad could rush back to the office. She was sobbing and wailing and I had no idea what else to do ( Read more... )

      Last night I stayed up till 4 am becasue I couldn't sleep...It made me miss the bluff becasue Ihad no where to walk. I sat on our porch forwhile looking out of the city but it just didn't feel right so I went in and layed on my bed. I probablly should have tried to get my self to sleep becasue I had to wake up at 6:30 am to get to work on ( Read more... )