I woke up this morning in a very strange mood...just kind of unsure how to feel...I had been looking at old pictures of Ryan and school before I went to bed and had fallen asleep so when I woke up they were next to me...I finised looking at them and then I looked outside and just kinda thought about things. It's just so weird he's gone and ( Read more... )

It was almost sureal walking into the church, soo many familar faces, soo many tears, soo much life from the loss of one...It was sooo sad. Both of his sets of parents talked it was so hard hearing them say goodbye to their son. Ryan's 5 sisters the youngest 9 also spoke...Can you imagine being 9 and loosing your big brother....It was soo hard... ( Read more... )

     I can't believe that I am getting ready for his memorial...I probablly shouldnt have gone to work today, but I did...It was such a crazy day besides work soo many people were calling about when and where this and that was going to be for tommorow... I don't think I'm singing, I might help but we'll see... It's weird not planning on singing ( Read more... )

       Life is such a tragic and beautiful thing...There is nothing that has high as high and lows as low as a simple life...The beauty that is captured in one life's begining and end bring tears to all who are a part of that life...As I process loosing Ryan, rekindle connections with classmates who I am eternally connected with despite the distace ( Read more... )

       I can't believe this is happening...this should have never happened...at 2:30 am on 7/8 Ryan Huhn got into a horrible accident he was taked to the hospital and put on life support, then in the evening Ryan passed away and went to a far better place then here...He donated his organs giving other the opportunity and chance at life...I can't ( Read more... )

        I've made a promise to myself to live from this moment on with the attitude that things could be worse, I'll make it through, and anything that trys to bring me down is not worth keeping in my life, being around, or putting effort into. The past 24 hours have been really good believe it or not....I mean there is of course the boringness of ( Read more... )

      Why do I have to be emotional and notice everything....Sometimes I wish I could just be oblivious to things. Today was rough...it was one of those days you wish you were anywhere but where you are...Today two of my fav patients passed away, I've known then for 10+ years...It broke my heart to get both phone calls. I also had a dicussion with ( Read more... )

You've been zooming around for a while, but your tank is dangerously close to empty right now. You'd better slow down and find a place to refuel. Pay a visit to a friend or family member who always makes you laugh, because you deserve a few chuckles and a night spent doing something of absolutely no importance. You can go back to changing the world ( Read more... )

          My head hurts....really really bad...for the past 3 days :-( Which means I get to go back to the doctor. So that he can poke me with more needles and take more blood, which btw I'm sorry I think I need my blood!!! ...Blah I'm just tired of this headache, and the pills that make me sick...isn't that an oxymoron...medication that makes you ( Read more... )

    Woke up at 6 to get ready for mass at 7...after church I went to the mall to look for wedding presents outfit, ect...Then I went to the salon to get my haircut ...dun dun dun *dramatic music*... The guy was really nice though he was reallykind and he xsplained everything he was doing, when i should take the medicine, what not to do if things ( Read more... )