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Once Upon a Time
“We all remember bedtime stories of our childhoods. The shoe fits Cinderella, the frog turns into a prince, Sleeping Beauty is awakened with a kiss. Once upon a time. And then they lived happily ever after. Fairy tales. The stuff of dreams. The problem is, fairy tales….don’t come true. It’s the other stories, the ones that begin with dark and ( Read more... ) -
school
Wonders never cease. I finished my first year of school 2 weeks ago. And I am headng back for my 5th semester on June 4th. I have taken so many classes. Interpersonal communication, numerous writing classes, Eng classes, Psychology classes, and a computer class. Even after all that, I have a 3.5 gpa. It's kind of unbelievable. But I seem to be made ( Read more... ) -
How to feel...
I don't know how to feel. I guess, I am happy. Happy that I will finally have my house to myself. Happy that I don't have to dread coming home from work because I don't want to see my roommate. I used to hate being stuck in my room, not even wanting to go downstairs to make dinner because I might have to see my roommate. So I am happy that I will ( Read more... ) -
Cold
I guess I'm the bad guy. I can't find the words to express my frustration, sorrow, hurt, and anger anymore. My husband. Yeah, I have no words. I sit here, in tears. I feel so hopeless and helpless. I need out of this marriage. I love him but it's too hard. My life will never go anywhere, be anything, do anything with him in it. We will just sit ( Read more... ) -
2009
I am really quite scared that 2009 is going to be a bad year. It's already started out badly. For instance, I lost my "wonderful, fabulous, perfect, love love love going to work in the morning" position at work. I made a lateral move, so there was no pay decrease or different hours but I was doing something that I truly loved and then, thanks to ( Read more... ) -
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And here I was... thinking that spring had finally come and I could enjoy seeing soft green grass, see lush full trees full of emerald leaves, smell cherry blossom trees, hearing children playing in the warm weather.... and I wake up this morning to 9 inches of snow on my deck. ARGH! I don't even know why I am surprised. This is Colorado, after ( Read more... ) -
Wow
It was so amazing... I got this voicemail from my mom ( Read more... ) -
Goodnight Moon
In the great green room ( Read more... ) -
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I'm fighting total dissatisfaction with my current job. I know that no job is perfect and that every job will have its little quirks but I find myself at the end of my rope regarding my place of employment. Or it could be customer service call center jobs altogether. I might just be tired of the bullshit that accompanies a job where you are on ( Read more... ) -
it's snowing
and I'm sick. Sicker than a dog. I don't understand how I can be around everyone at work, and they are just mildly under the weather and when I catch it, it turns into the cold from hell. My chest hurts so bad from the violent cough that I am having, my head feels like someone is tightening a vise around it, my ears are ringing, my nose is sore ( Read more... )