Ok, so at the start of the year, I set myself some goals and had hoped to achieve them. I dont have the time to analyse this entry right now, as I have a job interview to prepare for, but I'll leave the list posted as is. I'll get all intospective about it later ( Read more... )

Ok, so so much has happened over the last few months, it's been pretty surreal ( Read more... )

You know, it pretty much scares me to think that I am not all that different to the people I work with. I could just as easily be in the positions that they are in, only, I refuse to let myself admit that I need to be helped. Instead, I assist those in need in order to deal with my own shit.

Fucked up? Perhaps. 

Obsession much?

Who knows, but I think I may have just fallen in love all over again.

I've reached breaking point I think.

The self destruct button isn't all that far away.

Cause you asked for it, cause you need one...

I don't think so baby.

I'm there, I am so there. And I'm happy about it, damn you.

Don't even think about trying to take this away from me - just because you aren't high on my list of priorities right now.

What gives you the right anyways?

I have found myself a placement. This is the final year of my social work degree and to say that I wasn't scared about finishing is the biggest lie I have told to date!

Anyhow, as part of our course, we have to do two placements, one in third year, and one that starts on the 10th June this year. I went for my interview this morning and am absolutely ( Read more... )

Kantian Ethics.

Hmmm.

Fine line, very fine line.

What is considered to be morally right, versus what is deemed morally worthy and dutiful.

Makes sense really?

Wrong.

I really don't know whether I should kill the Indians.

I hate philosophy. With a passion.

I simply can't
anymore.

No now, not ever, not
anymore.

You have no idea
anymore.

I feel like I have lost a piece of my soul. And in a sense, I have. You were such an integral part of life, my being, my essence for so long; and now you can't even seem to look at me anymore.

This hurts, it fucking hurts.