hmm yeah..well..the me and jake again thing worked out for about 2 weeks...and now we're right back to the same old shit. im so tired. i want to take a nap. im actually not in a cranky mood, im just hot and its making me tired...which is i guess making me sound cranky. anyway..i had a nice weekend. friday i dont remember what i did..but im sure it ( Read more... )

i just realised i hadnt written anything in here since january, and its now march..wowza...go me...anyway..seeing slipknot and lamb of god with jake and dad on march 18th..jake turns 18 on march 20th.which would officially make us fucking, illegal. haha oh well. nobody cares. we started dating again on sunday..woohoo.

another boring monday..spent at home. but atleast this one might not be wholly boring all day..erin is coming over at 5 and staying the night, so ill have somebody to talk to other than myself, jake, my mom or my cats..heh..go me..what a life i have. i woke up at around 11 something. been painting ever since...i kind of like this one i did though, ( Read more... )

ok..so im maybe still a little peeved at him, but not as bad as last night. going to go ride my horse here in a little bit..its cold, and i havent ridden her in quite some time..preparing to hit the ground..lol

im mad at jake.

I hate the way you talk to me ( Read more... )

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who needs weekends? man..its saturday, im sitting here doing nothing, per usual. me and tianna and erin were supposed to go see a movie, but tianna is stupid. shes one of those people who suggests something to do, gets people together who want to do it, then shes like..oh by the way..your mom is driving us ok? haha riiight..MY MOM? driving me and ( Read more... )

well, i went to DMV yesterday to take the test for my learner's permit and i failed miserably. k, im back, i had to pee. hmmm yeah..so..i bought 2 ps2 games on the way home from DMV, I got Gran Turismo 3:A spec, and Need For Speed Underground they both kick serious ass, i think i love them. hmm..went to Jake's for a bit and he made me a pizza, and ( Read more... )

there are 2 days left until christmas..I'm surprisingly excited..considering i usually am not. hehehehe..yay! oh shit! i just remembered i have forgotten to take my zoloft for a few days..fuck..oh well. i made some pants for jake today..im so his bitch :| oh well. the pants would have been tight shit if i hadnt fucked them up. oh well, hopefully he ( Read more... )