im tired, sore, and i have a cold, that is making me want to die, since i feel like prime and utter shit. saw bella morte at outback lodge last night, no gods no monsters opened for them, and ngnm sucked straight up ass. yeah..definatly i hope ngnm never, EVER headlines there own show..anywhere....saw kristy, hadnt seen her in a while..shes looking ( Read more... )

im really bored right now, funny thing is, i dont have to be. i have things i could be doing, and yet.. here i sit.. in front of the computer..choosing not to.. per usual.. i have english homework i should be doing, damn reading, mrs self is going to hell for making us read so much. i also need to shave, ive wanted to wear a skirt for like a month ( Read more... )

Tonight Jake fixed some things on my computer..and its actually running like a real, functioning computer right now! Its moving fast, no hundred billion pop up ads, no frozen internet, not being constantly disconnected...etc...yeah..going well..i love you jake, when my computer works, it makes me very happy! :D I had the pleasure of speaking to ( Read more... )

i am in so much pain right now...nobody has any idea...earlier i was trying to get the bead back into my lip ring...err..my mom was trying to..but with pliers..and her hand slipped, and she tore the fuck out of the outside hole, and clamped the pliers down onto my lip..which is now swollen and bruised..but only after bleeding for 2 hours straight. ( Read more... )

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im really bored right now..obviously if i'm writing in this piece of shit. had miss monroe pageant practice this afternoon and it was great..this girl who is actually one of my competitors told me that i will probably win because i was so calm on the stage during practice..that if i'm that chill during the pageant, i'm definatly winning..haha..this ( Read more... )

I'm really quite excited about this. I now have both outfits I need..which are FUCKIN SEXY! My entry fee is payed, and I will have a ride home from the practice, 2 weeks from now. It's cold in here. I'm talking to Jake on yahoo messenger. I don't want to go back to school tomorrow. I hate school. I owe my sister a shit load of money. I need a job, ( Read more... )

I'm really cold right, now, and also really bored. i made a friend today, who also happens to be really quite racist...he and i are the same race..so i guess im safe. whatever. anyway..im cold. my hands are like..numb..and its 20 minutes pafter 7 and mom is going to bed..what kind of shit is that? im kind of going bipolar again..mood is dropping.. ( Read more... )