Its been over a month since my last post. What I said at the end still stands though. Ill fight for Adrian through thick and thin. Nothing will ever change that fact ( Read more... )

ive lost it all ( Read more... )

Sunday October 3rd my son turned 5yrs old. 5 years ago I would have never guessed that this is how my life would be. I'm not complaining but I know there's so much potential in me that I'm not using. I have only myself to blame & it's not like I can't just easily make the changes I need to make to be successful ( Read more... )

"i have no one to share it with ( Read more... )

i might be driving myself crazy.
there is something i want soo bad that i dont want all at once.
stupid.

i havent felt like myself and i sometimes blame it on andre and my whole life change but its not even that. something that happened way before i met andre changed me. but whyy cant i let it go!?

honestly, its her.
i can never be her friend again but ( Read more... )

My life changed so fast. I was going thru some shit but now in time I feel I haven't been happier. I have the best man in my life I have ever had. I can't remember when's the last time I felt so taken care of. Sure we argue but it makes us stronger & when it happens we always talk it thru and then we won't fight or argue for a long time. I just ( Read more... )

im at my moms.. well lenoras apartment.
me and andre are all moved out, sort of.. not really. we havent slept here but we have a lot of shit here. including my bed! my mom moved a few apartments away but shes still here pretty much.. i wonder how long until this apartment is fully lenoras and ...whoever moves in with her. i hope its really adrian ( Read more... )

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I turned Andre into a stoner. I didn't mean to. Idk how it happened either but he likes to smoke. So we smoke together ( Read more... )

We're moving. Me & Andre & the kids. We have to be out of here by august 1st. Well, I don't have to be but I'm choosing to go with him... Actually I'm choosing to get a place with him. This is a big step for me. I'm nervous. I don't know how this is gonna be. I'm kind of scared too ( Read more... )