wow, im actually at the computer. Adrian is asleep on my bed [in my clean room might i add].. its like old times.
Andres at his cousins for the night because Lola & Jr are with their mom til Sunday.. or tomorrow.

Tomorrow is Niki's baby shower. crazy how much shit changes in such a little time. Im pretty positive that Niki's gonna be a good mom but ( Read more... )

Blaaah!
Idk why I'm updating right now. I'm not bored or wanting to write at all really... I just got home from work a little while ago. I hate closing, I get home when everyones going to bed & I'm not even sleepy but my body is tired...
This is just a pointless 'i'm alive' entry.
Life is life. I've been dying to reach you.......................

This fever is killing me already. I'm sick of bein hot then cold then hot then freezing & sweating. I'm over it. Just go awaaaay!

So today was cute. Andre came to visit me @ work & he bought some stuff to make for me.
I love him so. I love him so-oh-oh-oh!
:)
We seen eclipse @ midnight on Tuesday. Freakin amazing! Amaaazing!! I think it's my favorite ( Read more... )

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I wanna tell it from the begining ( Read more... )

It's hasn't been very long since my last post but my life has dramatically changed in almost every way. I reread some of the last posts and can't rememeber why I ever felt so strongly for someone who wanted nothing more than everything I fucking gave & gave & gave with not one fucking intention of giving anything in return. Not so much because it ( Read more... )

everything feels fucking weird ( Read more... )

Hm.. It feels like I write a whole lot of nothin in here. It's usually about him too. Bleh.
I'm just a little frustrated. I like him SO MUCH & I know he likes me but I want the stupid label. Especially now. Not to sound conceited but I can get guys. I just want one... This one. But he lives so far.. And I'm too needy! I'm not sure if Im toooo needy ( Read more... )

It's June ( Read more... )

When I open my eyes in the morning I wish for you to be here.
I wish for you. Tomorrow.

(I'll meet you somewhere only we know)