"The ones that make you work hard are the ones you give up on." -mikeysmoke

I'm on the phone with my brother right now. Stoned. Just painted my nails. I went to work today, I'm going to work out tonight (hopefully with him<3)
Today is just a day. A beautiful day that makes me feel so happy to be breathing.

inhaling;marijuana;exhaling.

Life feels free ( Read more... )

This time will be the last time I will ever have to say it, this time will be the last time
I will ever have to think of you.

Consider the odds,
consider the obvious.
The martyr is meaningless,
the campaign has died.
In the planning stages and the fallen faces
are the singular proof that it was ever alive.

This purchased rebellion has been outbidded,
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I'm here, I'm breathing. Shit could be worse ( Read more... )

So last night I was chillin with christwofur. We were talking about life & what not. Found out some stuff about my friends that I didn't know before. It shouldn't surprise me that people talk about me when I'm not around but it does surprise me the god damn lies they tell. Or the low level they will sink to when they think I won't find out.
It was ( Read more... )

Today I don't have to work.
Today it's beautiful outside.
Today reminds me of summer 04.
Today feels perfect.

Today I am lonely.

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It feels so good to have someone by my side for once. No matter which female it's been to upset me in this last month I've had someone to tell me if I'm wrong or if I'm right regardless of what he thinks I want to hear. He tells me how it really is. He tells me when I did the wrong thing even if I don't want to hear it. & he knows that I don't want ( Read more... )

We continually test ourselves, we continually fail.
I'm sick of the tests, I'm tired of the failures.

I haven't learned my lesson yet but I finally know what I'm doing wrong.

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yes, i am friends with karina again.jigi doesnt like it. i wasnt even sure how i liked it but its fate. i was unsure as hell. i couldnt seem to do it so instead i chose to do something else. with someone else. not either of them.
and i just happen to see her.  maybe i didnt know how much i really missed her until i seen her. [i think it was that ( Read more... )

 sometimes i dont know what is going on, who im becoming or if i like what is occuring around me but there are things i cant control.
things fate has in store for me.

they are there to teach me how to be.
i am learning how to be me.

 i should just stop there and save myself the ass beating i might give myself later ( Read more... )