High, circa survives 3rd album came out today. Blue sky noise. It rules :)
My sister Monique is coming over to smoke my weed right now.

...not if I smoke it first. -_-

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I just got this app so this is going to be short,I hate typing on this thing but I'll get the hang of it soon so this is good practice...

Something feels a little different but in a good way. I'm getting used to it...

I don't know why some guys are such pussys. I think maybe that's why my attempts at dating never last long. Because I like assholes. I ( Read more... )

 my emotions have been up, down, up, down. im unbalanced. ive found a little peace of mind in the last few days but it might be wearing off a bit.. im starting to feel a little disconnected from myself. i remember when i turned 20 i had this crazy anxiety feeling for like a month. then time just blurred. i fell off course or something.. its a sucky ( Read more... )

im not sure why im upset...i dont even think im upset.

im not.
i just... i didnt think i was making someone feel 'pressured'.

see, me, before him, i was free as a fucking bird. i didnt want to meet someone to make me feel a little more whole. i didnt think i needed to feel more whole & then he changed my mind. then he broke my heart. 
& then me, after ( Read more... )

last night i remembered this song called good intentions,
it is now back on my myspace profile and i am in love again

with music
and life

maybe somewhere in this jumble ive got fucked up feelings, but then again all the shit ive lived thru.. we all have ups & we all have downs what separates us is how quickly we get up.
im up.

im downloading more music ( Read more... )

im going to try to get this all out before i bawl my eyes out.
no ones around me now but i know any minute my sister or pedro will come out of the room and come try to talk to me now that my mother is gone.

i dont even know what i want to say.
so much has happened this weekend... too much has happened this weekend and i thought it would be easy to let ( Read more... )

I just got off of work. I hate closing when I have to open the next morning. Ugh.. Ok well lets see, its been some time since Ive been here. A little update is in order I suppose. I know its well past new years (really? Time is melting into oblivion these days...) but I have some "resolutions" I want to keep for the rest of the year. #1. Use the ( Read more... )

that last entry was so random.. im not sure anyones going to know what the hell i was talking about...maybe lenora will.
there was a part in there that was about karina. well, not really about her but made me think of her. im not going to lie. it fucking sucks. not the part where we arent friends anymore, id rather have 1 best friend than a handful ( Read more... )

My horoscope said for me to write everything down so I dont forget. I own 3 journals not including this one & today I let all 3 of them have it so I figured livejournal counted also. Im on my phone so it may not be anything of substance but Im killing time while my clothes wash & Lenoras cupcakes bake. I miss my dad. I regret that I didnt drive to ( Read more... )

Work. Work. Work. Ive been here for over a year! Shit, I wouldnt trade it for the world. I love my Michaels family. Thats all. :)