Hello kiddies, I just returned from the Cure concert in Camden, New Jersey and I must admit with elation that it was the best fucking most exquisite concert I have ever been to! Beautiful is the only way to describe it...oh, how I longed to just hug Robert Smith. Centre row, orchestra...only metres away from my one and only love. Honestly, I cried ( Read more... )

Finally, I'm home. Actually, I returned on July 29th....Pat's birthday. As I'm sure you have all guessed, I still haven't heard from him...it's been twenty-three days since we had last spoken. I've decided I'm not going to tell him I'm home. I know he doesn't read this, because he could care less about what's going on inside my mind...so I ask none ( Read more... )

It's my hundreth entry, wooo! Currently I am in Colorado Springs...with an insatiable longing for home. The trip is dull, lonesome, and wretched. I've been gone for officially two weeks now...and it's been two weeks since I've spoken to Pat. If only he knew just how deep it cuts me when he does these things. I see now that he doesn't need me in his ( Read more... )

( Jumping on the band wagon and stealing this from Sarah, damn I'm bored. hehe )

At my grandparents home this fine evening I got to explore the luxury rv I'm to be trapped in this month. eeeeep. I took loads of pictures with my grandfather's wonderful camera so check them out! ^.^

p.s. there are also pictures of their pool...I was feeling random.

( Haha, you'll be thanking me for putting these behind the cut! )

I knew it would be this way. Shoot me, won't you?

Minutes away from one whole fucking year. Amazing. Something I won't talk about happened between us last night. I believe intensity of it all will fix any broken bonds. Anyway, today was one of those oh-so-dreaded family functions with my fathers side of the family. A fourth of July part-ay at our house on the water in Maryland. I wore a bikini; a ( Read more... )

As the hours melt by the more empty I become. I feel so unbelievably alone. He isn't going to call me today. I'm not going to see him. I know it. ::sigh:: Why can't I just fall alseep ( Read more... )

Maybe I am just living in a dream. Everything always seems so...perfect, then it crashes to the floor almost lifelessly. When a guy doesn't call, does it mean he's loosing interest? I suppose that's what it usually means...and I read an article stating it today...but when we're together...things never feel more right. I love him, I really do...and ( Read more... )

I'm spending the night at Ashlie's this evening....but anyways, whilst walking to my house to get my things...we encountered a cult of semen selling children selling black market lemonade...aka cum. So, as the photo opportunity aroused, I took a pretty picture with my cell phone....


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