I have an invite if someone wants it? (favouritism will be the method of choosing ;))

None of this come again another day bollocks. Every bloody day seems to contain rain in this godawful place. Stupid England ( Read more... )

Very good news today, I don't have to stay in the wastes for much longer! My darling friend mtlanglo's roomate is leaving in October and he was about to be looking for a roomate, insert me here. It will be so wonderful to not be living out in the backs of beyond again! I think I would always like to be able to look after the place wehn the parents go away ( Read more... )

I hope the tears stop coming at frequent intervals when I'm in public. Dead on the inside, wet on the outside. Parents still not back. I jsut wish they would get here now. It's like kicking a puppy, but I just don't know how to be excited. Nothing is getting to the middle, it's all edge forced smiles. Fingers click to vanish away. Oh what to wear, ( Read more... )

Have been crap me for about a week now. Hiding out waste island style, veyr pathetic i assure you. All a bit apathetic right now, if only stuff would make me happy. Stuff I tell you!

Going for birthday sushi this evening. Am looking forward to lots of yummy food.

Empty head = good.

bbq on!

SO there may be a hold on the gravity train. I'm still trying but effort is hhaving to be put in which isn't a good sign.

So as you all may, or may not, know it's my birthday on Saturday. I'm going to be 21. I always considered 21 to be one of those big birthdays, the legal everywhere really and adult bollocks. I still think it's a special birthday, I think I may end up less and less pleased with birthdays as the years proceed from here so I intend to enjoy it to the ( Read more... )

I booked my flight to England. I leave on August 18th. It's my birthday on the 7th.

I'm not dealing too well with anything right now. Lots of emotional overload and crying bollocks.

I can't even be bothered to write anymore. Just too much fucking effort.

Pah poxy livejournal, feel my wrath! [Realised I seem to have antiupdateitis, feeling wrathful]

Later Realisations
Have quickly concluded lj does not deserve wrath for my lack of PostyMcpostpost, KoL is entirely to blame. I really think the wastelands would be much closer to killing me by now if it wasn't for KoL though which means I now have ( Read more... )