If there is someone on your friends list you would love to have a fuckathon with, post this same exact sentence in your journal...

From this day forth I shall be known as Amazing Leader. That is all.

Life is difficult. Working things out is wonderful. I think I am going to turn my mobile off for the week Mum and Steve are in Japan. I miss people, yes you. Fingers crossed for the wonderful job going through. All I really want is to be held in your arms darling. When does enough become too much, I hope this isn't it. Emotion takes somuch out of

I feel like I have been let down from all sides today. Apart from Adam ( Read more... )

Finally watched 'Love Actually'. Cried lots. It was very very lovely and cute. Heathrow made me think of Adam so much, saying goodbye at departures and all that difficult stuff ( Read more... )

Everythign has had that crumbly feeling for days now. It's all so shit right now. No job. I don't want to talk about it. It's shit and I just never even want to think about it. I have to find a job. If I don't have money I can't go out or save to fly to England. If I can't go out I go crazy, if I can't go to ENgland I go crazy. Adam almost ( Read more... )

Bah and humbug to 4 hours sleep since wednesday morning. It's alright though. I think I will just try to sleep the afternoon away, I really have to sleep sometime ( Read more... )

Last night was very good. Spending the day with Carol has been very good so far. I hope this evening continues with the trend ( Read more... )

( Firday Night Sneak Peek!!!!! )

Very excited about Friday. I would be very happy if I wasn't working until the very early hours of the morning *fingers crossed that paul doesn't hate me*. I would be able to get there without vast hassle and expense and be able to go to the pre-party thing. The tutu is nearing completion, not turned out quite as i imagined but I think I like it ( Read more... )