Let's talk about my refreshed obsession with El...
Fuck, I'm a little drunk so maybe lets not. But let's at least start the discovery of the sexy lioness that's convinced she's going to marry me....

If she can break off the engagement to her boyfriend maybe.

Fml...what am I? Some sick masochist that lives for the pleasure of destructive beautiful ( Read more... )

Add another chapter to the books folks. Your favorite drunken hero aka cap'n sav4 a hoe has done it again. Fallen good and far deep into the well of self pity and loathing repeating history. Crying wolf while untying the obvious and self imposed blindfold.

Oh but she was sweet. Delicious and deranged. Seductive and submissive. My sweet pet, my ( Read more... )

It's 4am and I've just revisited this journal.
Holy fuck I've got romantic issues.
So many posts about so many women, no wonder I'm so fucked up.
To briefly recap...
Monica the minx broke up with me. She was kind in blaming the distance but things were pretty troubled between us. That was over a month ago, but she's been sliding in my dm's talking ( Read more... )

The point of no return has come and gone ( Read more... )

My friend is sending me questions daily to journal about. I'm hoping it inspires me to write again. I feel so lost. I'm simply surviving. My environment doesn't threaten my survival. For once I'm in a completely normal life situation. And it feels completely fucking foreign. Anyone reading this is welcome to take these questions and post them in ( Read more... )

My heart pounds
my mind questions
my ears stretch..eager for noise
There is something missing here
is it me or is it you?
Would anyone understand if the words took flight from my lips
or would I just sound insane.
paradise built on marbles
I'm terrified to rock the boat
but even more scared to spend the rest of my days only focused on a balancing

you knocked me out
you bit my lip
you held me down
and kept me sober.

I was lost in love
I was lost inside
till he said to me
you gotta lovely smile...

Well hi Ithaca...thanks for welcoming me with crazy snow storms to break my Texas ass in. Literally, I'm covered in bruises from trying to unload the uhaul up a drive way made of ice.

In other news, sometimes I am so lonely I strike up conversations with someone that txt's me in error. Wrong number ='s new friend. heh

holy shit.
I'm moving back to NY.
:-o