HistoryHe doesn't want therapy. He doesn't need it. That's what he tells himself, but the Marine's say differently. He was in a war, they say. He's seen things no one else can imagine, they say. He needs to talk about it, they say ( Read more... )

March 21, 1985

Dear Mary,

It's the first day of spring, your favorite time of year and I'm lost still. I don't think I'll ever be able to find my way without you. The world doesn't make sense without you in it, and I've seen things I've done things that I never would have believed were real until you died. And Mary, I don't want to believe, but I ( Read more... )

At the age of eleven or thereabouts women acquire a poise and an ability to handle difficult situations which a man, if he is lucky, manages to achieve somewhere in the later seventies.
-P.G. WodehouseThere was something different about her. Something in the sweet smiles and the dirt under her nails and the way she smelled like flowers when she was ( Read more... )

Those that believe shall cast out Demons.
-Mark 16:17

CROSSROADS DEMONMake deals. Soul for a wish. Impervious to hallowed ground and traps, holy water and salt barriers. Possession by physical contact. Red eyes (Kali?). Appear as black smoke (ectoplasmic?) in incorporeal form ( Read more... )

November 2, 1983

Dear Mary,

You died tonight, Mary. I don't know what or why or how, but you died, and I don't know what is going on. I've got the boys with me and they're safe. We're staying at Mike's for a while. He says we can take all the time we need, but I just want to go home, Mary. Dean hasn't left Sam's side or mine, it's like I've got him ( Read more... )

December 5, 1984

Dear Mary,

Things are never what they seem and today is no exception. It's your birthday and I swear everywhere I look there you are. I almost called out your name in the middle of the store, before I remembered.

I forgot, Mary, I forgot you were gone and if I can forget that, then I can forget you. And that would kill me. I'm ( Read more... )

December 25, 1983
Dear Mary,

It's Christmas again, Mary, and I don't know what to do. You've been gone for nearing two months now and it's not getting any easier. Dean, Dean hasn't said a word since the night you died, he just looks at me like I failed him. And I did Mary, I failed him. I failed Sammy. And God, Mary I failed you.

I tried to give ( Read more... )

Dear Mary... Dear Johnny
[Table 50A for 10-letters]
innomine-patris & iamtheirreason

001Beginnings
002 Birthday
003Blue
004Broken
005Children

006 Christmas
007Club
008Damned
009 Death
010Dinner

011Dream
012Ends
013Fall
014Fire
015Freedom

016Green
017Heart
018Homework
019Huh?
020Indifference

021Life
022Love
023Moon
024Nightmare
025Orange

026Passing
027Rain
028Saved
029Sick ( Read more... )