I feel that people have a right to know what the hell has happened to me...so i'm writing this in hopes that they'll read this ( Read more... )

I have a question....If someone asks you "so what do you feel like doin?" and you reply "killin someone" what would your reply be? don't ask why i'm asking this, cuz i won't tell you, so deal with it. Now, i'm sure you all noticed that i have not been writing in this lately, and you're right, i haven't. I have plenty of free time to do so, and i ( Read more... )

I seriously have no social life anymore, and it sux!!! I can't even hang out with my friends anymore because wither i'm in jersey, workling or if i'm not working...they're working. And when the time comes that neither of us are working, they're already doing something else, and it sux cuz i can't make plans ahead of time to hang out with them. All ( Read more... )

Everything sucks...work sucks, the continuously recycled debt situation sucks, birthdays suck, flat tires suck, tipping motorcycles suck, not having a life sucks, being broke sucks, this damn itch on my back sucks...everything sucks!!! Depression is starting to rear it's ugly head again, and i'm not liking it...I can already feel that this new year ( Read more... )

...I think i have social anxiety. I mean, i'm pretty sure that's what it is, if i'm thinkin that's what social anxiety is. I mean, i notice it, especially when i'm out in big crowded ares all by myself, but it's like all the time. WHen i'm around big crowds, i feel funny, i start breathing heavy, and i get this weird feeling, same things happen ( Read more... )

...jus wanted to let you all know that i have been workin like a mad dog, and that i got 2 more CD's to add to my collection...Dead Poetic, and the new Orgy, good stuff...next time i see you Jim, i'll let you burn it ok? but i swear if you scratch my cd....i'll have your head!!! lol ( Read more... )

Well...i'm workin in Jersey again, and man do my hands hurt! Is anyone familiar with what a "ditch-witch" is? Well...all i know is that they can really blister the shit out of your hands, and they're a pain in the ass to steer, being as they don't have any means of steering whatsoever, lol. But enough whining...i'm bored right now, bored and ( Read more... )

...So i decided that i am going to keep my journal, so long as nobody gets all pissy that i ain't commenting and all. I try to when i can, but i can't all the time...i jus don't get enought time...and i try to keep up with this thing, but fail miserably, cuz there are soo many damn entries to read (even though i skim through some of them, lol) but ( Read more... )

I don't know why i continue to write in this thing. I never get a chance to check up or update...and when i do get the chance, i end up having to go through 40,000 entries that i missed since the last time i've been on...it's annoying! So if anyone can give me a good reason to keep this LJ, please do so, if not....then i'm just gonna delete and get ( Read more... )

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