i just bought my new computer so im gonna try to update this when i feel i have time which is rare, anyways ive been doing freakin great, im living with kasey in del mar and working alot, everythings going great and i feel great, but the microwave just rang for my cup of noodles so peace im high

take me to EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEee...haha i freaking love the shit out of you paul.. when we met i never thought we would be good friends..when i first met you i saw you as competition..ohh ohh..im sure some of you will remember this..but i feel like doing it again..only this time only for the people that REALLY matter to me..dont feel lame if ( Read more... )

ahh i better fix this now cuz i feel exactly how i did a few weeks ago sittin here in san diego..ahhhhhhhhh..YULLLLLLLLLLLT..this last week was alot of fun..last night was funny as shit..i went on a B.R. :(:( i should not have done that shit..my birthday was pretty lame..kens dumb..haha..ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh..thats about ( Read more... )

i havnt updated in months i think..i cant remember..ive been too high..haha..well..im in no mood to even attempt to explain everything thats happened..most of you know the jist of it..semi homeless..hella high daily..hella drunk daily..got a little into shrooms..all no good no good no good..not to mention the casino..and all the stupid people i ( Read more... )

fuck off..maybe i'll just get used to getting ditched and avoided..thanks for being there though..ya know..as soon as i start trying and what not..when i need all of your support and shit more than ever..when you all know that when you dont hang out with me..the only people left for me to hang out with are losers and stoners..but ya know..thats not ( Read more... )

my autobiography in five short chapters

I. I walk down the street..there is a deep hole in the sidewalk..i fall in..i am lost..i am helpless..it isnt my fault..it takes forever to find a way out.

II. I walk down the same street..there is a deep hole in the sidewalk..i pretend i dont see it..i fall in again..i cant believe i am in this same place.. ( Read more... )

i just updated..then read the entry right before the last one..and realized how cracked out the transition is..story of my life..shit goes great..shit goes horrible..off on off on..lol..im used to the drama..im used to the change..time to expect more of myself and break this mold :)

bla bla blu bla hippity hoopla..i aint here a word you said..this world is a crazy fizzle ( Read more... )

wow..its been one of the worst weeks of my life..i wonder how many times i'll have to say that..well..i lost the job my friend put his neck out to get me over a fucking alarm clock screw up..nothing but bad news..ive created a family crisis..i think im going to go to rehab..but i have so many thoughts in my head that i dont know what to do..i wrote ( Read more... )

EVER SO TRUE.......especially the pot and the scenesters...the insanesykog one is much funnier but i probably will die from too many drugs..or rather..too much pot..if thats possible