now more than ever i am convinced that weed is a depressant, and a suppressant, i think today, 420, will be the day i quit, because i cant do this anymore, and cigs can save me lots of money too, i need to grow up and stop trying to be cool with the rest of the world..im mad at alot of my friends for reasons untold..i dont really wanna talk about ( Read more... )

life is going fairly good..my money situation is still hurting but im making it..im feeling very restless..i hate the restless feeling..i think i just now at this very moment figured out why the past six months have been so crappy for me..i hate this restless feeling..i really enjoy doing well in my life like i was as a guard..but even if im making ( Read more... )

wow i really love my mom..she makes me want to be a good person..i dont want to let her down..i feel ever so blessed to have one of the sweetest most caring people in this world as my mom..she is awesome..the awesomest mom ever..its mommy appreciation day..anyone out thurr who appreciates the shit out of their moms..write it down..if you dont..may ( Read more... )

alright maing, ive been pretty alright lately..the place is nearing..may 1st is the plan..sam is hooking me up with a job..12 an hour..a fucking miracle i hope i get it..i havnt been updating much at all lately..its because i never have too much to say..ive been smoking alot of weed lately..and i started drinking more again..i feel way bad for ( Read more... )

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wow..i realized many things last night..one. im stupid..two. my obsession with drinking more than anyone somehow started even the very first time i drank, it was with ken, and he didnt finish his glass, i finished it for him, and most of you know how that ended up..three. someone must not want me dead, because i have gotten far too lucky far too ( Read more... )

well the streak of my good days has now ended..now im very upset, im holding two secrets very close to me and its hard, and not only that, im coming to the realization that my car will be gone in another week, and then i'll be back to the fucking paseo..god..ya know im just so damn depressed i dont really know what to make of it..i feel like a ( Read more... )

now theres some fuckin right the hell on the dot shit if ive ever seen it

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well heres what happened to make me write all that shitty stuff about my stuff..ok..i snuck out the other night to drink with chase and diana..took 20 shots of jim beam..wow..drove home fine..i wish chase and diana didnt let me drive but i make my own decisions..anyways..i remember parking perfect..not feeling fucked up..i guess it hit me SUPER ( Read more... )