lifes still fucked up..went to gmi on friday..going back on monday to be a rover i hope..for those of you dont know..basically i'll get a pager and whenever i get paged i have to go to work so no one expect to see me hardly at all anymore :( but i gotta take care of this shit now..cuz it does nothing but get worse..anyways..i decided to make a ( Read more... )

no rhyming this time, no home, no job, just a worthless piece of shit, no where to go, ever, at least my car seats are comfortable, tears, only posessions being my car and my laptop, i own nothing else, i have nothing to sell, i have no money, is this how people become bums living on the side of the street, wow i just got a horrible vision, i sell ( Read more... )

im back again, show me a friend, i'll show you a liar, show you a denyer, life has turned me into a cryer, not being a bitch, all i want is to be rich, and if not that, it'll be nothing, hell or high water watch me slaughter your father come back and rape your daughter pussy blood on the walls just wash it off with water ask if i fucked her watch ( Read more... )

ahhh..its very early on saturday morning..i always seem to wake up mass early after i drink..not hungover..feeling refreshed and good..but with that aftertaste..today its the aftertaste of bicardi, vodka, and beer, mmmmmmm yummy..well yesterday was such a good day :) .. i worked at 8 in the morning until 3 pm..got in a fight with my dad who later ( Read more... )

well bad thing after another..got kicked out of chases pad over some bull shit..but oh well..things will progress..anyways i dont even feel like discussing that..katie was cool..we had a good time walking around the mall aimlessly talking to mike and various others..lol..i knew me and dianas silence wasnt gonna last long..it took a little tact..but ( Read more... )

omg im fuckin tired..i just got woken up by a credit card survey company..im pissed..oh well..today is going to be a good day..finish up laundry..pull some weeds..get ready..then im gonna go chill with katie..i have no clue as to what were gonna do yet..but she seems funny..anyways..yesterday was such a good day..im worried about myself though..ive ( Read more... )

the smallest and most meaningless comments always seem to turn into huge deals in your head..i come over because you invite me..i didnt really want to..but i know you need cheering up nowadays..sorry if i said something to piss you off..but dont invite me over if youre just gonna sit there..cuz im not really cool with the akward silences..ive got ( Read more... )

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well the past 7 days were alright..i drank one day and smoked one day..that was nice..didnt do it a bunch but enough to enjoy it. I started work last tuesday..it sucks..i worked 4 days..i dont mind putting in hours..i just hate the job..its gay..anyways..its nice working in the day time at least like a normal person unlike my old job.......anyways ( Read more... )

i know im stealing dianas term for this...but...ive never been one to care...im spiraling..lifes been so fucked up lately..even as things get better..my emotional world is continuing to fall..i havnt been here in a while..but i remember being at this stage when i was 16..it was bad..and its bad again..im so tired of not having anyone..and im sure ( Read more... )