julia called me a couple of months ago and we re-connected over a long al fresco dinner at the cup downtown. it was nice ( Read more... )

has it really been so long since i last wrote here? actually, when i looked at the date of my last post i couldn't even remember posting at all this year. i was surprised. i need to do this more often ( Read more... )

it's been way too long. so, i wanted to take a few moments now to write down some things, lest they be forgotten ( Read more... )

three weeks ago today. i am in a black hole that continues to get deeper and darker. i don't know how to get out but i also don't care. i want to be quiet and left alone. i keep thinking i need to write things down if only to remember, but the thought of it hurts too much. i want to see my boy again and i want to be with him. seems like nothing ( Read more... )

be safe and be well, my baby. come home to us. forever in my dreams and in my heart.

yes, me. just so happy these days, and i think i'm learning to put things in perspective. there could always be more money. always. but, we make do. i'm also seemingly more aware and more in tune to my surroundings ( Read more... )

show and tell-al wilson

bought this record at tri-county mall during a trip out with jan and tony

happy!!!!!

ewan macgregor in vivienne westwood

2012 is nearly over, and as with a few other years in the past decade, i won't be sad to see it go. nothing tragic, thank goodness, but not much truly memorable yet alone journal worthy. still, i surprised myself a few times this year. i passed that state insurance test. that was mega. i aced the math portion of another pre-interview test for a ( Read more... )