john waite
mickey thomas

another dream about t last night. i feel like i have to document these.

very strange this time -- we were quite literally 'in the act' and i was seeing it from my point of view -- right in front and on top of me. very strange, indeed. almost obscene, nothing warm and fulfilling.

sad.i remember falling asleep, dreaming we were standing under mistletoe ( Read more... )

we lost our taddy yesterday morning. he just went to sleep under the ironing board in the laundry room - one of his favorite napping places. he was with us since he was a little kitten, nearly 12 years. not a long life for a cat, but he was ready to be up in heaven with his unkie calvin.

little yoshimi died today, poor thing. i miss her so much already, the cow-spotted bunny. :o(

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back home in tucson this afternoon, from my home in ohio. my heart has split once again. but, i was so happy to be there with my family the last two weeks to "be there" for mom, before, during and after her surgery. and once again, i was reminded of how strong she is and what she and my dad have both given me ( Read more... )

a strange but productive week ( Read more... )

tomorrow is the first working day after these LONG holidays and it is now time for the phone to ring, ring, ring! until then, i'm being productive doing house cleaning, sorting, organizing. lots of stuff on the docket for tomorrow, including cleaning out and closing the storage unit but i also hope the phone rings after all the applications i've ( Read more... )

i'm 50 years old, missing our families in ohio and california and after 11+ years here i feel i'm ready to make things happen. it's all in my heart and in my head. by the end of the year i hope i'm in a more content, safe and happy place. time to see just how strong i am. i want to run into those open arms and have them envelope me.