we dont talk anymore, and i have nothing to say. nothing to offer. bring something to the table. show me someone who cares.

dear friend im sorry ( Read more... )

crush.

so come on and crush me. im begging.

its all i would ever want.

i dont even know why i bother, all you kids get to me more than i should let you. i hate your criticizm. so if you read this and follow all the run on sentences and spelling errors and noun pronoun lack of commas, whatever, i dont care. dont write me and tell me about it....so lame. i hate these words. i dont even enjoy writing anymore. i dont want ( Read more... )

i just dont know anymore. fuck it forget.

we came from hell, and we are still no where. dreams are on the self, fuck you for giving me hope.

cant get much lower, but ill try my hardest.

fuck all i wanted was a friend. i dont need to explain why i want you to be close, i cant explain it anyway. dont doubt me, id give my heart. im not apologizing, i didnt do anything...if you cant understand, then no one can....so fuck me cause id rather be dead. this is so stupid, i cant believe i still have to deal with this. make your jokes, put ( Read more... )

today is a day for angels. so i hope its not a insult that im walking around these streets hardly holding my head up. ive gone lazy. and, i really dont know. this list of shame keeps growing, its been about a year and im stil not ready. another bad dream, and a place i dont want to be.

ummmmm, so i was looking at all the city lights today, from the top of the pru. well a lot of things came clear. i dont know what i think of you. i remembered this girl, she wore a big scarf that went down to her knee's, and i thought she was awesome. i saw snowflakes in her hair one day and i wanted to cry. i doubt you care. You said it best ( Read more... )

i am the king of motion sickness. "die young, stay pretty". thank you very much, you couldnt fit in these jeans if you tried. i started, and im a long way from stopping. trust me you'd rather be my friend. i make a lousy enemy. look, i try pretty hard for my age....and i still have the past calling me up and chatting. so if you dont want to be part ( Read more... )