So I've already made up like ten titles for this entry, but somehow all of them seem cheesy, so I've opted to go without a title. There's so much to tell you all. My life the past week or so has been one long entry that I'm trying to hold on to tell you ( Read more... )

Hi! It's nice to be back and be in a very good mood. I'm with you Lee, about the emotions and figuring them out. As I read your post I was thinking about how my Monday went. It was horrible and I was in a very bad mood all day at work. (Which I actually ended up getting rebuked for.. long story, but it was good.) But I realized a pattern to my bad ( Read more... )

Green with envy. I am GREEN with envy. It's so strong in me lately, and I try to curb it, but I think my flesh's biggest tendency is to turn green. It's my biggest battle lately. And honestly it makes me feel like a jerk (which I so totally am), because it all stems from comparisons. I know that God has an individualized plan for all of us and ( Read more... )

I read Isaiah 26 today. Before I started to read I was thinking about New Orleans and Honduras, and other places God is moving through people I know. I was thinking of the great devestation that the hurricane brought and also of famine and poverty... So when I read this passage, it really struck me ( Read more... )

I know you're thinking, "Wait! It's not Friday!" Oh, my friend, but it is MY Friday. My weekend begins now! Yay! I'm in desperate need of having a couple of days off. I had an emotional break down last night. It was a deeply needed emotional outburst of anger and sadness and frustration.... Weird how sobbing uncontrollably for an hour can be so ( Read more... )

Meggin, for those of you who know her, is now a member of LiveJournal!! Her name is meggin5star. Friend her! See you all later.

I'm SO angry!!!! And I shouldn't be, but I am. My scheduling supervisor has successfully eliminated my social life, and all of my church meetings. She wants me to work Tuesday and Wednesday nights from 2 to 10(Tuesday's are already effective), and she still won't give me Sunday's off. Friday nights are also on the horizon. That's all folks, ( Read more... )

Argg. Back to the Job Hunt. I'm beginning to think I'm doomed to job hunting at least every two years for the rest of my life. Of my after-high-school-adult-life I think I've spent at least a third of my career time perfecting the career of the job hunt, which unfortunately doesn't get any easier, even when you're a professional like me. The ( Read more... )

So I had this really cool thought yesterday after my last post. When I look at pictures of other people I don't go though and scrutinize their bodies. I see the person I know. I see their sense of humor and their personality and what makes me happy about them. But then when I look at myself in pictures I just see this blob of flesh, and I critique ( Read more... )

I'm at Mugs' trying to connect my heart to the truth. I feel so super self-conscious today. I'm finding it very difficult to root my identity in Christ. This weekend was awesome, but it presented me with a few reality checks that I wasn't prepared for. And I wasn't prepared to take them in the Spirit, which makes them very difficult to take ( Read more... )