2007. two-thousand-oh-seven. twenty-seven. se-ven. "of course, they say every atom in our bodies was once part of a star" resolutions: 1, read & learn 2, less internet 3, explore and discover those are vague so i can avoid actual goals.
woke up late, ate lunch at the deli, studied memory and levels of consciousness for psych, went to poetry reading, smoked a joint with alex, drank a huge milkshake, read a short story in french, took a brilliant shower.
that gradual end that always seemed so far ahead is here. my emotions vary between regret, nervousness, impatience, and excitedness. i'm not sure what i want anymore but more than anything i'm afraid i'll never figure it out.