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is it better not to dream?
I'm scared because i used to think about my goals and get excited. I'm scared because i used to make to do lists and actually do whats on them. I'm scared because i don't make goals anymore. -
what am i doing?
I miss New York. Not only do i miss the place itself, but more, i miss who i was when i was there. i miss the way i felt about life, myself, everything. i have never felt more independent, or healthy or full of life. i feel like i'm stuck. i feel like i'm stuck and hindered being here. i need a change of scenery. not for a few days or a week ( Read more... ) -
fabulosity
I don't care what anybody says. Grey's Anatomy is the most beautiful show. I might just be emotional but even the episodes that i have seen already make me cry...oh goodness ( Read more... ) -
blah
I have a plan. I figured this plan out about a month ago and I am going to stick to it.
Here is the plan:
Daily Routine:
wake up around 8:30
work out
eat cereal
go to work
work out
hang out with boyfriend and friends
this sounds wonderful to me.
also included:
practice spanish
go to starbucks
be outside more
do english papers -
Thinking...thinking...damn. yeah.
I think that I need to do this. For myself. For the person I want to be. The person I need to be. I was talking to Hayden about the importance of goals and setting them and such. I don't think my goals will get accomplished here. I think they will get set aside like they have my entire life. Put on hold for someone or something. And while I love ( Read more... ) -
ugh!!
ok. I have more to say. School is not going well for me lately. Life is not feeling much better. Im not sure if it's the way i look at them or just them. My friends are leaving. I'm not looking forward to next school year at all. i know i should just live in the moment. you know, just be in the here and now. but that's just not what i do. i think ( Read more... ) -
So...it's been a while.
I can't really remember what was going on in my life the last time i journaled but i think it was a lot different than how it is now. It's kind of sad to say but i'm not sure if its better or worse ( Read more... ) -
Sometimes...
Life is just great. And this is one of those times. whew!!
God is love. -
Just do it...
Why stop the enevitable? -
I dont know how much more I can take
I went home today during student council. I have felt so sick this weekend. I took a two hour nap. I wish I didn't have to go back for choir. I would sleep more. Eating is bad. It just doesn't work out so well for me. I'm tired. I'm sore all the time. I think way too much about things that I shouldn't be focusing on. Not enough on things that I ( Read more... )