with my life. i'm going to LCCC. i miss school constantly so i can drink the night before. i am never home. i am never with my friends. i am always at pats, or with him somewhere else like yousefs. i havent been to the gym in over three weeks. i havent cleaned my room in the longest time. i dont wanna go to senior week in all honesty and ( Read more... )

i still hate school, and all the people in it and i have no friends but i am perfectly okay with that because i know i can make more once i leave and i have the one person that means anything to me ever and that motivates me and makes me feel like an actual good human being who is beautiful and all that crap ( Read more... )

i am going to throw up because A. i just had an arctic rush, drove around really dark windey? roads, ate lots of candy and 2. i just looked at my schedule for the school year ( Read more... )

I will miss the valley when I leave, but not too much. Seeing it all at once makes me think, this place is pretty neat. But i get back down to the surface, to the middle, and i feel stuck again. and for it being the third year of my high school career, a lot has happened. and a lot will continue to happen. it's weird and it's sad because i ( Read more... )

is the first day of April. <3

i have made it through the third of the last three months i have been dreading and it wasn't bad at all.

and one more marking period. it's really whatever.

look innnnn toooooooooooooo myyyyyyyyy eyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesssssss.

mwahahaha i don't care!

still trying to find a job that won't drive me crazy and take up too much time. applied to tipsy turtle, beer deli, avenue diner, nothing. whatever i am trying ( Read more... )

 NICE WEATHER <333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

it's truly, all i neeed.

 My life is going by quickly, and its becoming blurry.  Its fun but its also still miserable.  the college letters are annoying but then again, a sign that better things are to come.  i am just very, scared and unsure on what im supposed to do.  how do i go about doing this ( Read more... )

i hate you so much that I have visions of your head popping off!

This is such shitty weather and school is shitty but I will get over it.

I can't wait to see if I can further impose my bratty-ness onto a particular someone.

sometimes I just want to do bad things and get away with it, so send me to Hell.