I haven't been this afraid to go back to sleep in awhile. First of all, when I got done with running, I couldn't fucking breathe normally for like fifteen minutes. When i got home, I made myself my electrolyte drink to help. It's supposed to settle a stomach and just ya know. It's like gatorAde. And I was really fucking hungry but don't ( Read more... )

The only time snow is acceptable is during Christmas time and of course, when it gets me outta school. Its funny because on Thursday we shouldn't have even been off, It was perfect driving conditions. Friday was another story. But I digress. Since it was assumed Thursday was a snow day I just slept over pats. Uhhh we attempted tosmoke hookah ( Read more... )

This weekend was better. Friday was uneventful but I killed it atthe gym. Pat and I just stopped by the bar and nothingreally was going on. Came home, fell asleep. Saturday was very sunny and nice enough to hit the town of luzerne in. We just walked in And out of places. I looked in this one consignment shop and it was actually so nice. I am ( Read more... )

Thursday was a useless snow day but I cannot complain. Friday was a let's say three quarter day and I actually spent time with people other than pat for a little bit. Dagwoods. Still not really good food. Whatever. It was fun but again i know if I spent too long with them I'd get sick of all the sport talk and crude sex jokes.

And I got with ( Read more... )

But I think I wanna see a psychologist, therapist, psychiatrist, what have you... Because I really don't think zoloft or any kind of medication solves any of my problems that I seem to have within myself. It makes them easier to deal with and I feel freed from them almost but they are underlying and sooner or later they will burst out and I'll need ( Read more... )

Thanfully I was able tobreak away from school on Friday. So Thursday was a night of zombieland hookah and rising moon. Friday was a little work, subway, gym, feeling like crap about myself, going to strohls to play cards and lionshead. Saturday was a hugeaffair at yousefs. Ray made a surprise visit and I got Tracy a lil drunk. Keg and one hit ( Read more... )

Why not?

Number one. See the auroras In either Alaska or anarctica. Probably Alaska.

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Ohhhh my god why is liz singing band of horses? I wanna cry. I wish I still listened to good music. I can't. It makes me so sad all the time. What am I doing with my life? I'm so scared. I lied before I am not confident with who I am or what I'm doing. Fuck. I want different medicine, no, need it.

Well my weekend was poopy. Worst day ( Read more... )

I'm in good spirits. It hasn't been absolutely frigid lately, ive been having fun, not blacking out, not confronting drama, feeling rather confident in my future, being with pat.

The week was useless except wednesday. Sleep over at pattys and decided to throw somethig special into the tobacco. We were the biggest giggle sluts and couldn't believe ( Read more... )

So, I am deciding to start writing what I do with it life, more specifically my weekends. My memory is really going down the crap shoot and as much as I seem to like supressing any memories farther than a year back, it's nice to know I can look back at what k did last week, or two weeks ago.

I started my weekend early, turning my Thursday night ( Read more... )