I guess I forgot about this journal. I'm somewhat of a blog whore. If anyone is just dying to read my gay-related thoughts, they can go here for the time being.

I'm so lame. I criticize the deterioration of The L Word, but when I discovered episode 501 on youtube, I literally squealed with joy. I can't be objective the first time I see a new episode because I get so excited about there being a new episode, and I keep expecting it to be good like it used to be. Whatever. They're baaack! Here are my thoughts ( Read more... )

Yesterday was interesting. I hung out with my ex for the first time since we stopped seeing each other in romantic contexts. Enough time had passed for it to not be too weird and for us to be able to laugh about the foibles of our relationship. It was mostly nice, fun, and slightly theraputic to be able to be buddies who take jabs at each other. We ( Read more... )

I heart my friends who make me think:
Me: you're right: i should just have fun w/ the boys
Me: i think that's what they're best for anyways
Friend: and you're right about boys
Friend: they're hopeless idiots
Friend: makes me wish i didn't like their genitals so much
Me: yeah. i know.
Friend: and actually their pheromones, i could do without cock and ( Read more... )

Could somebody please explain to me why my gayness percentage is inversely proportionate to the cuteness of the guys I get involved with? In other words, the gayer I feel, the cuter the boys get. And I'm consequenctly sucked back into hetereoville once again. It's like my sexual orientation will always be the inverse of the reality I can obtain; ( Read more... )

I was hanging out with an old friend from high school whom I hadn't seen in about five years on Saturday. She obviously didn't know my orientation, but it ended up coming up in the conversation:

Me [whining]: I'm not sure I want to pursue this new guy yet.
Friend: Why, are you planning on becoming a lesbian?
Me: [pause] Well...sort of.
Friend: Really? ( Read more... )

Date #2 with New Boy ("Seth") went pretty well (although I sort of got us lost, and I'm hoping he doesn't hate me for this). I'm starting to really like him and not preclude him based on his gender. We spent about five hours together, and it was fun, interesting, and thought-provoking. We connect (so far at least). I have a lot of respect for how ( Read more... )

Natalie Portman has a brief role in The Darjeeling Limited. And in this brief role, she is somewhat comfortable with partial nudity (although it's not as hot as what she did in Closer).

And she looks SO FUCKING HOT with boy hair. She is quite the yummy one; I was mentally drooling.

My male friend and I have always enjoyed bickering with each other over the years:

Friend: most women are horrible lays.....and even less can give decent head
me: that's pretty subjective
Friend: well all of this is subjective. I reached that conclusion from asking multiple men
me: it's not as subjective as the fact that men take forever to learn ( Read more... )

FTM's fascinate me; I find it so interesting to look at before and after pictures of them. And some of them turn out to be very attractive males. It's like a different layer of androgyny ( Read more... )