i feel exposed and unsure and scared to death. i went to bible study tonight in a bad mood because my car wouldn't start and i had to drive the squeaky ASTRO. i came home feeling useless and lost. my tears blurred the stoplights.

jana really has a way of tearing things apart. its a wonderful attribute but tonight i just couldn't contain myself. ( Read more... )

( all thats gold does not all shine )

( this will all come to pass )

welp. its been awhile.

heres whats new, senoir pictures.

i hope you like them.


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wow.

last night was amazing. (( in so many ways ))

i thank god for the days i feel like this. and even those i don't.

today jerry finished up Proverbs. i really liked Proverbs. its one of my favorite books no doubt. its one of those you can read over and over and over and still learn from it.

"The leech has two daughters.

'Give! Give!' they cry.

"There are three things that are nere satisfied,

four that nere say 'Enough!':

the grave, the barren ( Read more... )

i might be going to school in texas.

texas.

thats far away. but i want to go.

( (( move these mountains or climb them. )) )

( oh my gracious stars! )

( omfg )

when will my parents trust me ( Read more... )