wow, tis been a long time since i last updated.

hmm, well, i'm good... things are good... enough about me what about you?

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dear lord! PAIN!!!

my uterus hates me.

i hate it when my crotch bleeds.

I’m sick. It sucks. I don’t know why. I’m not getting better. I don’t have a fever but have all the symptoms of one. I feel like total shit. I don’t know what it is. Yet, I’m still at school, like a good little minion. And I’ll still be going to work tonight. *whimpers* Excuse me, I’m going to go pass out on some desk like thing somewhere. You’ll ( Read more... )

you don't understand... you can't understand... and that's ok.

i wish i could forget it all. i wish i could say what i really feel.

i am happy right now. i'm really really happy! i love who i am. i love who i'm becoming. i love myself and i love the people close to me. why can't that be enough?..................

you know what... it is enough!

I'm finally getting my computer to work! In fact, i'm using it to write this post right now! I've been working on this thing on and off for months and i'm finally getting somewhere! I've practically built it up from the gound.
IT LIVES!!! MY BABY LIVES!!!
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You Are Scary
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there arn't enough profanities to describe my feelings right now.

my hannah baby is in the hospital again. she woke up with a fever this morning... it got worse. with my previous comitments i won't be able to see her till sunday or monday....................

not enough profanities.

i'll never be able to get used to this.

John Lennon and Me
Friday and Saturday @ 8:00pm
Sunday @ 2:00
Ames High School Auditorium

you're comin' to see me right?
*gives a hopeful bounce*

So, for some reason my mood went from fairly ok, to completely dipressed and irratable around 2 o'clock. Tomorrow a rep. from Kansas City Art Institute is visting Ames High. I will be one of the few college-bound seniors getting my portfolio observed. I am very nervous! I haven't been this nervous for a very long time. This one man's opinion of my ( Read more... )