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I feel it. Something inside of me has just snapped I don't know what it was or what it means. I have no idea I feel like talking about everything I feel like shouting to the world and crawlinig into a hole. I feel like throwing away my blade I feel like turning around my life but I don't know how. I want to be loved but who could ever love me? Once ( Read more... )

I have given into my addiction and accepted my crutch... I may not be able to wear shorts but I have accepted that. I have accepted the good and the bad after all isn't that simply nothing more that the definition of life, the eternal struggle of good and evil, light and dark, life and death... That is all life really is and it is so amazing that ( Read more... )

I wrote this to Becca and I am to much of a coward to send it to her ( Read more... )

so I got to go see my first Colorado Mammoth game (NLL)! It was great! Best time of my sports loving LIFE! I'm trying to go to the one on Sunday it gives me something good to talk to with the guy I recently started likeing... hehe. I PASSED 2 TRIG./PRE-CALC. TESTS IN A ROW!!!! I rock my own socks off ( Read more... )

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I am having quite possibly the worst night of my life. Not only are Becca and I fighting *which I will admit is mostly my fault* but my mother was just taken to the hospital. I don't know what the hell is going on anymore. I have no clue. My life is falling apart around me and I know that I may not be able to catch all of the pieces. That's what ( Read more... )

so I've finally decided that I'm living a dead end life. I have not job, I suck at school, I'm not good enough for anyone, I have hardly any friends to speak of, and I have no potential. None. I'm just going to have to face it that my life is going to amount to nothing. I'm not going to make it into a good college and no one is ever going to love ( Read more... )

So I offically think that I am a failure. My math score is in the gutter...It amazes me how stupid I can be. *sigh* On top of that I haven't even started my response paper much less my oral essay... and I have a chemistry write up to complete tonight just great. I don't know how on earth I'm going to get through this week, I have so much stuff to ( Read more... )

So life is offically go.... well decent again, got my PSAT scores back and I was 3 points away from getting high enough to have a chance of getting into Mines... GAHHHH 3 POINTS THAT'S IT!!! I though that I was going to cry.... DJ looked at me funny to because I musta looked really upset I cant help it though I was sooooooooo close... well there is ( Read more... )