i decided that your senior resident is like your mom. she tells you what to do all the time. and you have to do it even if  you dont want to. but those moments when you find yourself stranded, shes there to back you up and scoop you out of the shit. its a love hate thing

im post call. this being the first time ive ever been on call. ever.

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so i was really worried about starting internship. esp since i was starting on ccu (critical care unit). its essentially really serious cardiology cases. and im a bit rusty on my cardiology (understatement). plus im really reluctant to start *actually* working. so overall im very resistent to this whole process in my own special way. i mean im ( Read more... )

sometime last night my aunt and uncle came by to talk about my cousin re: matriculation to csulb. they brought along with them copies of photos that were taken at my graduation dinner here in tokyo. i dont know if its a japanese thing or if its a suzuki-in thing, but for some reason when you request copies of photos 1)they give you paper copies ( Read more... )

im in japan right now...its 5:15AM and ive been up since 4AM. but ive also been asleep since 5pm last night. go me.

flight was uneventful. slept a litte. not enough. the best part of the flight were the announcements. there was this one flight attendant who was obviously not a native speaker who was making the japanese announcements mixed in with ( Read more... )

valentine's day was a productive day for me (bc i have no one).


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ive been told i live like a frat boy. and the funny thing is, i dont take offense to it. rather i think its a very accurate way of describing my living habits. really, if anyone should take offense...it should be frat boys. but seriously, no one ever believes me. they assume that girls are these pristine creatures that dont eat over the sink or let ( Read more... )

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