In a rush at the moment. thiings seem to be goin well ish, better than usual. waiting 4 summit 2 hit me n send me back to a deep depression...... waiting.... waiting.....

Went to see the NME tour. basically Funeral For A Friend and it was really kool. the bands wrere decent except The Rapture. It was a decent gig yeh. Had a really good time. Forgot aboput loadsa stuff. I am a bit bruised after it but fuck that who cares bout a few bruised ribs:S. I am lookin forward to my next gig at Chimaira now. WIll be Battered ( Read more... )

Life seems to be going pretty crap at the moment. I need some time to myself and i have got any. Well sayin that i seem to have plenty but i dunno. I'm fucked in the head anyways. Hannah seems to be a user and i cant see much happenin there. beks a nice girl but then i dont want another Cat type person. I dont knwo what i shall do. Who gives a shit ( Read more... )

Kinda ok. Saw Hannah but she had to go in reeeely early.. pissed me off a bit.. Played basketball. We won. Excellent:D. hannah i not sure if she interested or not.. need 2 find out reely. lauren still interested might txt her. Dont reely wanna go to cinema with Fraz n his g/f n g/f mate on fri. y i say yes? gotta get out of it. I fukin ewant hannah ( Read more... )

Once again girls fucking confuse me. I don't know what H wants. Fraz still keen on me gettin with bek i think. but she dont seem 2 bother 2 want to know me and if someone reely likes u u dont not tlk a them. SO FUCK THAT IDEA. i not gonna go down a road that i can assume is a dead end. I not gonna get or rush into nething serious i just wan to have ( Read more... )

Girls can be confusin. they never make up their mind. I kinda tlkin 2 this girl hannah.. gettin on reeeeeely well.. dunno about her tho.. she the type that might use me... or cheat on me... i dunno... i kinda trust her tho... i dunno we'll c wot happens cos its kinda confusin. but when isnt it.. havent tlked 2 adam 4 a while. i know u might well ( Read more... )

I am Kinda feeling a lot happier at the moment. well sayin that i not too sure. hmm.. i am a bit confused actually. argh i not gettin into this :S... well anyways. I finally feel like i am ready for another relationship.. WITH THE RIGHT PERSON and i think thats good. i dont no what to do tho.. cos i dont think bek is right 4 me. shes more of a ( Read more... )

Argh! i am pissed off. Currie was winding me up loads last night bout my music and then calling me a greebo.. ok 1st time it is sed haha very funy leave it at that. but u didnt did u. u had 2 keep fukin goin. WHY? is it cos i spent the day with lib. one of the many girls u like which just because you like u have to be selfish and cant let another ( Read more... )

So far the new year hasnt reely shown me anything great. Yet it hasnt shown me anytrhing disaterous either. I have started cutting again but at the same time am becoming happier with things around me! sounmds strange I know ( Read more... )

No as bad as i expected really. They didnt go too bad, Bth english and chemistry were a bit of a rush. But never mind hey. I got throught them and can't do anything to change them now. Concentrate on physics. whoopie!!