I wish i could stop fucking crying.. i feel so miserable... I opened up to Brittany about my thoughts and how im feeling --- even though i hate burdening people and she wants to drive out here tomorrow to be there for me more cause she is really worried about me... Im grateful for that -- but i feel bad like im putting her out or something ... but ( Read more... )

All these years (6 to be exact) i've always told him that im not perfect like he makes me out to be.  He put me on a high pedistool that NO ONE could live up to.  I told him i didn't want to fall for him because i can't live up to what he thinks of me and that he has the power to hurt me more than anyone ever could, because he thinks so highly of ( Read more... )

Had a Good Day yesterday .... Worked till 530 then went to Erica and Ronnies and had a spontaneous Taco night .  We  watched Bait Car , cops and then me and Erie played Mario Brothers for wii till 3am.... then to make it even better i got to sleep in today ...sweeeeet ( Read more... )

Sooo... i actually went to Adams for New Years... We didn't argue once,, there were a few times i got a little offended/upset--- but i got over it pretty quick ( Read more... )

How is it that there is something wrong with me for wanting to celebrate holidays and for thinking holidays are kinda a big deal/nice opportunity to be with the ones you love and care about ( Read more... )

It really sucks when your boyfriend is basing him including you in New Years Eve based on who he is hanging out with and what party will be going on..   Not only did i say i will drive to him ( 2 hours away )(which i have been doing the past 3 1/2 months bcause he has not come out here to see me since he started working ) , but i will go where ever ( Read more... )

"You're all that I hoped to find ( Read more... )

To Do List:
*Clean apartment
*Do Laundry
*Re-paint Toenails
*Finish "Breaking Dawn"
*Arts and Crafts

I reallly wish i owned a PS3 .. if i did... i would sooooo being playing little big planet RIGHT NOW.

Kirstin- you rock.
i TOTALLY forgot about the Tie-Dye man from Pasadena...lol that shit was hilarious...
"look at that guy wearing tie-dye" lol
and we went to the cafe in PB, and the tie-dye man almost fell in his chair or something like that...
remember def night there ..
Nicole whispers to kirstin : " that def guy is really hot"
kirstin whispers back ( Read more... )

Boots with the motherfucking fur. lol
that guy was hilarious.