so jon's been out to see for over a month (5 weeks and one day to be exact) and i'm going crazy! i can't take it anymore! i miss him so much and i just feel like jumping out of my skin! i can't do anything... i'm either working or bored out of my mind i feel like i have nothing to do and i can't be with my friends when they need me! god i feel ( Read more... )

well my love is back out to sea and it sucks! we got engaged one month ago today and that makes it even harder! over the last 3 months when he was home we grew even closer as a couple and overcame so many hardships! i just wish we had had more time before he had to leave again! sigh... life in the military what can you expect??? it's a ( Read more... )

i have no idea why but something is telling me to update my journal right now... hm you ever get that where you feel the urge to do something but you have no idea why or where it's coming from? i don't know life is weird sometimes. well jon is on duty tonight which sucks. for some reason i have the hardest time sleeping when he isn't here which ( Read more... )

so yeah it's been a long time but i just wanted to say:

HAPPY 1 YEAR AND 5 MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO ME AND JON!!!

work + making friends + worrying + candy = sleepy Joanie!

i'm terrified of bugs and there is a gaint one in my house!!! what am i going to do??? (oh yeah btw i can't find it anymore it was in the hall and i went into my room to get a shoe [i closed the door because i didn't want him coming in] and when i went back out i couldn't find him anymore) AHHH i really hate bugs... i'm deathly terrified of them

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO ME AND JONNATHON!!!

i hate this i have so many past due bills right now because jon didn't take care of them before he left or tell me what to do about them so now i'm impatently waiting for an email from him telling me what to do. we really should have gone over plan of acction before he left. oh and i checked our joint account (mostly his but mine in case of ( Read more... )

it just hit me that i finally found "the one" "the one i'm going to marry"! jon and i keep calling each other husband and wife and we've talked about marriage and we know it's going to happen and i was bored tonight so i was looking on david's bridal (yes i know the acctual wedding will be a while from now so there will be new stuff but it's still ( Read more... )

so i moved out to seattle in the middle of June and now the guys have left for 3 months and i'm all alone! sadness! and everything is falling apart back home and i don't know what to do because i'm not there and none of it involves me so... oh well at least everyone knows that i'm always here to listen and please don't ever think differently ( Read more... )