...the world thinks too much... not just me but everyone... hm... let's think about this...

it's been an interesting year and i don't know what to say about it. the number of guys in and out of my life now down to just one the one i think sometimes. i mean i never thought this could happen to me find happiness and love and it's all overwhelming. i was just looking back on some things today and i realized that i have done some of the ( Read more... )

ok so i'm happy! guess who called me on valentines day... that's right... JON!!! i was so happy and so supprised! i was working and i went to farm fresh to get some dinner and i was walking past the flowers and thinking how pretty they look (because i saw pink ones right next to orange ones... then i saw the little baby roses that make me melt ( Read more... )

He's the only one that's got enough of me to break my heart!

and i wouldn't have it any other way because i know he won't just because, like others i've known!

i love him and miss him so much!

guess what just over a month until he comes home and i can't wait!

"i am yours and you are mine always and forever" ~JRM + JLB '06

i haven't written in a while and i think it's because i'm afraid that what i have to say will scare some of my friends away because i've just been so pissed off lately. well you know what that's all changed i decided i don't want to be pissed off anymore i just want to be happy and have fun and you know what ever since i made that declaration ( Read more... )

yeah it's weird you get advice from people enough you go around and hear your friends talking and you find yourself channeling those people (ie jamie)... sorry just had to put that out there ( Read more... )

Speaking of the devil ( Read more... )

it's funny no one has ever had this effect on me before. i can't eat i can't sleep all i do is think about you JRM. i miss you every minute of every hour of every day. i get an email from you and it makes me cry because of the beautiful things you say and how much you miss me. today i got an email from you and when people write emails they don' ( Read more... )

I MISS YOU JRM!!!

i realized something tonight and acctually i've known it for a while i guess it just serfuced... i miss you john... well we knew that but i can't explain the depth of it i just miss you so much and you have no idea! well that's all i wanted to say is i miss you JRM!!!