you know it's funny when i meet a guy i can usually forget about him pretty easily (call it a gift) but ever since i met you i can't eventhough you are 3 thousand miles away. and after a week of not seeing you you'd think my feelings would have faded but no they are just as strong as ever... now i won't say stonger because that would be cliche but ( Read more... )

ok you know it's funny when you spend a month with one guy at the bar dancing with him and hanging on eachother it's funny how many people acctually notice... i had people not come up to me to dance tonight because they thought that john and i were together and he would get mad! a guy sat down at the table and asked what everyones (girls) status ( Read more... )

ok life just isn't fair and this time i mean it... i find litterally the perfect guy for me and guess what after i meet him and get to know him and start to fall for him he's leaving going back to washington state to be exact. he leaves tomorrow and i'm already missing him and crying and it hurts so much. why does it have to be this way? what ( Read more... )

ok here is the ultimate question of the year, can a guy and girl have a strictly pleutonic relationship? where neither one has feelings or is attracted to the other at one point in time. think about it long and hard. it doesn't seem possible, but it has to be, doesn't it? if it isn't then is it only possible to be friends with the same gender ( Read more... )

guess what... work was sucking as usual and i was wishing for it to get better and then guess what happened... mike called me! yep that's right the boy is still alive and will be home in about a month. it was good to hear his voice and talk to him but i didn't get to talk to him very long because two customers walked in so i had to go so that i ( Read more... )

it's so weird how the days seem to drag on and on forever and an eternity yet something that happened 5 / 6 months ago feels like it was just yesterday. i can't believe how fast this year has gone by i mean it's already april and we all know what that means... it's almost my birthday!!! just 20 more days do you believe it? i don't i can't ( Read more... )

ok i am sick and fucking tired of people telling me what my priorities should be... they are my priorities which means i'm the one who gets to make them so everyone else telling me what they should be just back the fuck off ok. it's my life let me live it my way. ok now that the harshness is out of the way i just have one thing to say... just one ( Read more... )

you know it's funny i sit around my room these expecting my thoughts to wander (anywhere) but they don't they really don't and it's starting to bug me. i woke up this morning after having a dream about radioshack... yeah you know what i'm not even gonna go there because this dream was really messed up in more ways than one. anyways the weather is ( Read more... )

you know it's funny i look back on life one year ago today and things were so different and i never thought i would be where i am today physically mentally and emotionally... things are so different but in a good way... i never thought that this is where i would be but i don't think i would change it... well maybe some of it but not really... it's ( Read more... )

you know i'm thinking of writing self-help to dating book... i mean so many of y'all ask me for advice on this subject every day and you keep coming back so obviously i'm on to something here so what-da-ya think? should i?