head, caving in.
tremendous pain.
feels like,
like
two dowels pressing slowly into my temples,
brainmatter being forced
into my sinuses.

THROW MORE UP

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r.i.p. and say hello to pkd for me, kurt.

who are you showing these things to?

i work a lot and my dad works a lot too.
it's eleven fifty two.

i had a vivid dream about liz and bryan mitchell. they lived in homes that i used to on crags overlooking the ocean. and the houses were much happier with them inside than they had ever been with me.

i don't really like not belonging to someone.

i really did not need today.
but i got it.
and i'm going to wake up in the morning.

waking up isn't as bad as i used to make it.
trying to fall to sleep, however,
is a difficult departure,
from my light into the dark,
and i, naturally enough, do not
prefer a cold envelope on
my right or left side.

i have to be read to sleep.
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Nick:
I can't stand doctors... all my life I've been misdiagnosed and re-diagnosed and-

me:
You should start practicing holistic medicine.

Nick:
No, what I should start practicing is ballistic medicine...

I filed my Federal and State tax returns today. Damn yeah. I'm going to open a savings account. It's going to be miraculous.

Um, this is my Tamagotchi, Mush:


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... my being horny all the time hurts my feelings.

I get a lot of mildly dizzying headaches. They're comparable to sinus headaches. It is... gorgeous outside. Cool, and sunny, and city-resonant.

A wonderful thing to do today would be to write Evelyn. I should write Ruth, and write Robert.

I turn over and over in my mind leaving this city and following my father wherever he ends up. I have absolutely ( Read more... )